[Santo - The Beach]

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You have to walk down a ramp to get to the sand. The ramp stretches over sand dunes, with sea oats dotting them, blowing in the near-constant breeze. On the same level as the ramp: a boardwalk, dotted with places to get sketchy-looking fried food, to try your luck at a number of games of chance, to watch performers, to ride roller coasters of the future!!!!

When you walk down the ramp, it's all white sand and blue water. Down about half a mile is a pier that juts out several hundred feet.

It's a nice beach. Not too crowded.

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[still-a-cop.livejournal.com]

"Yeah." It's more quiet than before. "More often than you'd think. Where somebody gets blamed. And they shouldn't."

He pauses.

"That's what I'm gonna do. In a couple months. I'm gonna be working in the homicide division."

[simon_doctor]

Me too, the man said. From the other perspective.

It's too soon to draw a conclusion from that, but speculation isn't conclusion.

"So, solving murders."

[still-a-cop.livejournal.com]

"Fighting crime," Charlie agrees, raising his head. He can feel the wind on his face.

[simon_doctor]

"It's a good thing to do," Simon agrees.

Someone down on the beach is flying a kite; he can't see where the string ends, but the bright sail of the kite itself is dancing in the air eight or ten yards away.

[still-a-cop.livejournal.com]

"The public took notice."

Charlie says this after a long moment.

"So it -- you were kind of high-profile. You could say. You were famous."

[simon_doctor]

A very small grimace.

"In a way, yes. Making it a high-profile case was the only way to be sure we wouldn't get swept under a rug somewhere."

[still-a-cop.livejournal.com]

"You worried somebody's gonna recognize you while we're out here?"

[simon_doctor]

"Not ... especially. It could happen, but ... being recognized is a matter of a minor annoyance, not a threat to our lives."

He looks around at the sun and sand and water, and smiles a little.

"Which makes it very much an acceptable risk."

[still-a-cop.livejournal.com]

"Yeah."

Another half-smile. "It's worth it."

[simon_doctor]

Simon gives him an inquiring look, but doesn't say anything.

[still-a-cop.livejournal.com]

And for a while that silence stands -- long enough to let the sounds of creaking machinery, of footsteps on wood (or what passes for it), of gulls, of people talking.

"I haven't talked about it," Charlie says. It's abrupt. "I don't know. It's pretty new. I mean, the thing itself wasn't new but being out, that's new. And it was big enough that it was on the national news, because even I got to admit that a cop doing that -- a cop -- that's news. My lawyer, she's the -- I talk to her. Or she makes me. She asks. And I try not to lie. I mean, as a general rule, because that's bad and it only hurts me, but Connie -- that's Constance, her name's Constance -- I bet you'd feel like you owe her too. If she did for you what she did for me. She knows.

"But that's the thing. National news. Nobody knows who I am. Here. They don't know. Nobody will know."

[simon_doctor]

Very, very quietly: "Know what?"

Though he can guess, by now.

[still-a-cop.livejournal.com]

He's got to find a way in.

This is the first time he's talked to somebody who didn't know.

"I used to own a bar," he says.

I am in this moment.

"With this guy. We grew up together. Tom. His name was Tom Seybolt. And he had a wife. And a daughter and a son. And they called me Uncle Charlie. And I had a wife. And I was a cop most of the time. Most of the time." His voice is even. It's coming with obvious effort.

"Tom, and his wife, and their son were murdered. Their daughter -- I haven't found her. Not yet. And I -- "

He makes himself take a breath in, and out.

"I need a drink. Is what I need. But I better finish it because I started it and so it goes like this. Twelve years. Maximum security prison. State, not federal. Solitary. Cop put away for a triple murder, I don't know what else anybody was gonna expect, and it wasn't behavior, you know? It was me being a target. And then -- after I --

"Constance. She -- looked at my case, and she -- she saw the, the discrepancies -- and. DNA evidence. It didn't match. She got it reopened and I got out. After twelve years. Divorced, after the first four. Mom's dead. And I got my job back. Part of the settlement. Only I got the promotion and now I get to fight crime."

Before Simon says anything: "There was some Zen in there, too. Is that still around?"

[simon_doctor]

And it's --

Twelve years.

There's more of it trying to hammer at him -- divorced hits hard, as does Mom's dead -- but that's the part his mind keeps repeating: twelve years.

In solitary confinement.



Twelve years.



Simon takes a breath, and says "Yes, that's still around. Buddhism in one form or another is the most prevalent religion in the settled worlds."

[still-a-cop.livejournal.com]

Charlie knows he's getting worked up. He hears, in Constance's voice: Where did you go?

I'm still here, he answers.

The word for his smile is fragile.

It's also sincere. "That's good. Almost as good as flying cars."

[simon_doctor]

He has no idea what to say.

"Are you a Buddhist?"

[still-a-cop.livejournal.com]

"Kinda. Ish. Not a real religious one, though. I don't wanna be bald. And I like hot dogs. And if enlightenment's gonna come like a thunderclap anyhow -- " Charlie shrugs, a jerky movement.

He could say, It's a tool to keep me together. You're the medical professional, so maybe you could tell me whether or not you think I'm kind of crazy. I do. He doesn't say that.

[simon_doctor]

Simon has experience with one or two kinds of crazy.



"How long has it been since...?"

[still-a-cop.livejournal.com]

"Little under two months." His eyes are still on the water. The sun isn't quite low enough that it reflects right into somebody's eyes. It will be soon, though. Charlie has his sunglasses.

[simon_doctor]

He's quiet for a while.




Twelve years.

[still-a-cop.livejournal.com]

"You know what I missed the most?" Charlie doesn't wait for an answer. "Fruit. Fresh fruit. Any kind. Except mushy pears, I never liked those. Regular pears are fine. If they're really firm. But not too firm, because then you gotta go to the dentist if you're not careful."

[simon_doctor]

"Fresh fruit's hard to get on board a ship, too," he says -- it's inane, but it's better than not speaking at all. "Before we found Milliways, fruit was something we could only get once in a very long while."

[still-a-cop.livejournal.com]

"And then there's nothing like that first bite."

He sounds a lot calmer than before. More relaxed.

[simon_doctor]

"Mm."

A middle-aged woman in a flower-print wrap over a black swimsuit walks past them, towing a complaining small boy by the hand.

"What's the strangest fruit you've ever eaten?"

[still-a-cop.livejournal.com]

"A brown-sugar persimmon. I had to go to the farmer's market about sixty miles away. But I tried it. It's not my favorite. But it was all right."